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SUPER DELAYED POST 18th birthday(Part 2)--Meet Up with Ms. Valerie

Posted on Tuesday, August 28, 2012

autograph+doodle+postcards+card from Ms. Valerie

Seriously, this is really such a super delayed post. I have been very lazy lately and haven't been active in both of my tumblr and blogger account. I feel sorry for them. XD

Anyways, this is a continuation of my post from a couple of days ago about my 18th birthday celebration. :) As I have mentioned on my previous post, last July 24, I have been lucky enough to have met one of my most idolized and admired watercolorist, Ms. Valerie Chua :")

photo courtesy of Ate Gabrielle Agawin

To be honest, meeting her so soon was something I haven't expected. I thought it would be by the time that I am already working when I will get to see her in person, but THANK GOD, he has another plan!  

Back then I thought that I won't be receiving any gifts anymore since my birthday was over for about a week but then I received an e-mail from Ate Gab *drum roll please*. I remember that I have mentioned to my patatas friends how I wanted to win one of Ms. Valerie's contest so I joined one though the main prize was the accessory and not the artwork XD I told them that I would be happy with just receiving the artwork even if I would not receive the accessory. Sadly, I didn't win XD

le talk with Ate Gab

I was getting kinda suspicious by then what this would be all about but since I thought that meeting Ms. Valerie this early would be near impossible, I dismissed the thought and waited for Tuesday to happen. 

Tuesday came and I got up early and prepared myself for the day. As far as I could remember, I was a bit late for my meeting with ate Gab by the Shaw Station of MRT because I couldn't decide what to wear XD hahah. 

When we met at the Station, we went to the Jeep Terminal and rode a jeepney going to "Ugong" (if I could remember that right). We seriously had no idea where to drop off so we asked the driver to drop us off at Tiendesitas. It was already 8:30 and the said meeting with the "mystery person" was at 9 a.m. so my heart was racing. Ate Gab told me we should be dropping off in a short while as what her Mother told her but almost 30 mins has passed and the driver still haven't dropped us off. My heart beats faster and I started to think the driver had forgotten to drop us off. True enough, my gut feeling proved me right when the jeep began to return to the terminal. The driver told us that we should have dropped off at least 15 mins after we rode the jeepney as Tiendesitas was really near. Trying to kept my cool, I just smiled and laughed at the situation so as to not spoil my day. We then rode a taxi which dropped us at Tiendesitas at around 9:20.

When we dropped off the taxi ate Gab asked me "Nandyan na ba siya?"
"Pano ko malalaman eh di ko nga kilala kung sino i-memeet natin, hahaha.. kahit na makita ko siya hindi ko naman alam kung siya ba ime-meet natin o hindi.. haha" , I replied

And then as we drew near Starbucks (the meeting place), as if it was in the movies, I saw a beautiful, white skinned young lady by the huge window of the store. Seriously, without any exaggeration, the moment felt like it was in slow-mo. The only things missing were the angels floating above her and the heavenly background music. I WAS LEFT STARSTRUCKED 

"OHMYGOD! ATE GAB! WAHHHH!! OHMYGOD!", and then I started hitting ate Gab's shoulder. (This is how I usually am when I am overly happy or excited.

I really didn't know what to do. My mind went blank and all so all I could do was say "OH MY GOD" and hit ate Gab's shoulder multiple times(I feel really bad now that I think about it, sorry ate XD). ONLY ONE THING was clear in my mind that time, I WAS REALLY HAPPY.  

As we stepped closer to the doors of the store I kept on thinking what I should say and how  I should react what I should do and stuff. And then we drew nearer and nearer to her seat, my heart and mind were about to explode. My knees begin shaking and then I started trembling. Ate Gab tapped her gently and told her about us.

We sat down beside her and started talking. Because of my limited social abilities (then add my extreme awkwardness times 99 when I see or am near someone who I really admire), I was really awkward and seriously, I have no idea how I should act and how I should talk. Fortunately, as minutes passed by I began to calm down and we began talking in a sort-of normal way. 

precious moments ♥

During our talk I really learned a lot about illustrations, the career and some things about her and other good stuffs. Just seeing her already made me happy so the opportunity to talk to her plus receive something from her was enough to send me smiling a couple of weeks after. She was really pretty and kind in person and I was kinda shocked that she would make time for a fan like me given how busy she is. So the thought that she made time for me really touched my heart.  I got more determined pursuing this career because of this experience

from Ms. Valerie ♥

If there was one thing though that I TERRIBLY regret, it was that we forgot to offer Ms. Valerie any drink or treat OTL super fail. I feel so ashamed of myself every time I remember it ; A ;  Sorry Ms. Valerie. I do hope that someday in some ways I could return the favor and the happiness you have given me. Words could not contain all of the emotions that I had that day. 

I'm just so thankful for Ate Gab for making this surprise for me. I mean it hasn't been a year since I got close to her and she thought of making me feel special on my birthday. It has been one of the greatest surprise I have ever had for my entire life so far. I am really lucky to have such loving friends and your friends ate are surely lucky to have someone as thoughtful and kind as you. I do hope that I could somehow make you happy the way you made me last July 24. It was because of you (and all the other potatoes) that I became so happy during my birthday. Surely, every time I'll look back to this experience, it will bring smile on my face. Thank You Ate! ♥




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SUPER DELAYED POST 18th birthday(Part 1)

Posted on Sunday, August 19, 2012

some of the things I received on my 18th birthday :D

From hate to love. From feeling neglected to feeling special. From complaints to thanksgiving.
What I learned the most from this experience, God can turn what seemed to be hateful to something REALLY BEAUTIFUL

PART 1: Looking back ...

It's been more than a month ago since I celebrated my 18th birthday. And for many of us, if not all, Filipinas take this as "the most special birthday" , somewhat similar to the Sweet Sixteenth celebration of many westerners. Frankly, I expected nothing much to happen pretty much how it always was 17 years ago. As far as I could remember, I really hated and cursed my birthday because of all the heartbreaks it had given me. BUUUUTT!! This year, God showed me that this year will be my SPECIAL YEAR

PART 2: July 12, 2012 

I had been awake till 3 a.m. that day, pondering on what would happen. Thinking "pessimistic" thoughts because "being too expectant has lead to only disappointments". I told myself, "meh, nothing good will happen. DON'T EXPECT. DON'T EXPECT. YOU'LL ONLY HURT YOURSELF ONCE AGAIN". i'm a real drama queen srsly XD  So I tucked in that day at dawn after crying and crying for a couple of days before at how I don't feel really special at all during my past "special days" and how I wished my friends would throw me a surprise of some sort but they didn't and how I ENVY my sister so much because she had friends and all that made her feel so special on her 18th and how she celebrated it with them  with a party plus swimming and blahblah. In a nutshell, I cried myself to sleep without making any sound at all as my mother might hear me. (Back then there were only three of us at home, me, my younger brother and my mother which made me feel sadder because we weren't complete during my "OH-SO-SPECIAL DAY"). The last thing that went to my mind before sleeping was "I hate this day"

What happened at school was pretty much a  blur, all I could remember was that I saw a glimpse of chi that day wearing a gray plaid shirt and his usual nerd glasses which somehow lifted my spirits up. WHAT THE HELL AM I SAYING THIS EMBARRASSING THINGS FOR XD

When I got home, I tried my best to not cry again as my mom would be suspicious so I went in front of the PC and tried doing all sorts of stuff to keep my mind busy. Night came and then my mom and three of her friends came home with a bilao of palabok (YUM!) We ate and chat and by the time my mom's friends were leaving, my former HS principal handed me an envelope with money in it. I gave my thanks and they went home. Honestly, it was like it was my mom's birthday because NONE of my HS friends paid a visit (well I sorta figured out that that would happen but with the exemption of my Ate Nova who visited me the day after and gave me a shirt ♥ love you te!) that day and the ones who came were her friends. haha XD

This might not be so bad after all, I thought. 
Well at least better than last year....

The day ended as how I predicted it would and then morning came and I went shopping for art materials and then went to Youth Service at church and what happened a few days after slipped my memory. 

PART 2: My beloved Patatas Surprise ♥

from my patatas ♥

Thinking my birthday was over, I didn't expect to receive any gifts of any form so I was EXTREMELY HAPPY when I received a gift from two of my Patatas friends, Nathalie and ate Louisa. It might seem small to them BUT SERIOUSLY, to me it was something rather BIG. Just the thought that I came to their mind though my birthday was over was enough to make me extremely happy. I might not have expressed it that well (as I always do, me and my limited social skills /sobs) but I really really AM Happy and thankful. (Present tense and not past because I still am happy while thinking about it now :D )  

Ahh... I feel loved and special, I thought
I'm lucky to have these two as my friends... This year really isn't that bad afterall, at least there's something to look back to that would make me smile

Their surprise lifted my spirits. I didn't expect to receive anything more but then one after another and then another, I received gifts from the rest of my patatas! One of the biggest surprise I received EVER happened on the 24th of July, a gift from Ate Gab which led me to a week full of smiles and happiness that I almost forgot how much I cursed and loathed my birthday a few weeks before. I mean c'mon, who would've thought I would get to not only SEE but also TALK to one of my idols Miss Valerie Chua? :"D (which I would go in details on my next post) After which I received a marker from Jong and a sketchpad from Cholo, I also received a pair of bear earrings from Nath and Ate Louisa after.  

I MUST REALLY BE LOVED AND SPECIAL I thought
I'M REALLY LUCKY TO HAVE MY PATATAS...

From the bottom of my heart, I LOVE YOU GUYS! ♥

Their surprises (which I totally didn't expect) shifted my thoughts from complaints to thanksgiving. From what I thought was a day that will only hurt me when I look back, they have made it a day that would always make me smile no matter what. The mere thought that they thought about me (whether they liked it or not LOL) OUTWEIGHED the material things I have received. I am just thankful for having such loving and thoughtful friends. True enough, it's not the things but rather it's the thought  that counts.From the bottom of my heart, I LOVE YOU GUYS! ♥ I hope to share more memories with you guys and to return all the happiness and favors you have done for me! Thank you for making my 18th birthday something so memorable that despite not having any party at all, it became my MOST SPECIAL celebration ever. I love you and thank you! :)

With this I shall end my post for the night and will continue the rest on my 
succeeding post/s
THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME~♥
C.M.ARANZA
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Posted on Thursday, August 9, 2012

something I finished awhile ago

Three days have passed since I last went to school. Heavy rains have fallen for three days (till yesterday) due to the monsoon, fortunately my family and I are not much affected by it. God has been good to us, I thank Him for that. 

Because of this, school has been suspended for three days and I've had a 3 day vacation ^^,
All I've done was draw, sleep, eat, draw, sleep, eat, and read mangas. Oh and did I mention eat, draw and sleep? haha...I've been busy drawing the comics I have started a month ago and so far only 5 pages are done OTL but hopefully I get to finish this before the year ends. I really want to make comics for the rest of my life :) It's always been a dream of mine

Now back to the drawing, THANK GOODNESS! I feel like slowly I'm returning to that phase of mine when I feel satisfied with my drawings ; u ; For the past week or so I have been having trouble drawing and painting as the pieces I do usually turn out bad. Thankfully, this drawing turned out the way I wanted it so I'm really happy TT u TT Anyways, the drawing means something deeper for me which I'd rather keep for myself. I've been yapping nonstop now so I guess I should end this post with this. Thank You very much for stopping by and OH! I've reached 100 pageviews. THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO CHECKED OUT MY BLOG. I really do appreciate it! God bless you all! Bye for now :))

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Posted on Tuesday, August 7, 2012


my cute little niece and inaanak

The net has been really slow recently especially today since I'm downloading something so while waiting I decided to sketch my little niece. She's really adorable and 'bibbo', she's really fun to be around. *sighs* I miss playing with her.

On another note, NO CLASSES TOMORROW! YEY! ^^, I was planning to sleep late today but my lower body hurts cause of my first day of my . ;___; i hate these days, I wish it will pass as painless as possible. why am i even sharing this. oh well. 

Will be drawing and painting tomorrow \m/ yey for a free day :)

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Posted on Saturday, August 4, 2012

an interesting man I saw last Monday morning

It was Monday morning. It was raining. It was cold. The winds were blowing strongly. It was cold outside. Still I saw this interesting man biking along the empty road with a smile on his face as if it was a hot summer day, not minding the coldness in the air the storm brought.

I tried my best to paint him as accurately as I could from my ever-so-sharp (sarcastic) memory XD

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Posted on Thursday, August 2, 2012

what I wish to do if I get a boyfriend Q u Q

why am I even posting this? LOL. hahah this makes it look like that I'm too desperate to have a boyfriend QuQ though it's teensy bitsy true But seriously, I still am hoping that someday I do get to be like this with the person whom God has destined me to be with. I should stop this now, I'm getting goosebumps with all I'm saying 

"Gusto Po Kita Dati, Ngayon ayaw ko na"

Translation: I liked you before, now I don't anymore"

Yeah. For my "former" crush. His mouth and attitude changed my view of him so yeah. But I still do get "kilig" whenever I see him OTL Hopefully I won't see him in awhile Q u Q hahaha

watercolor doodle

*sighs* I'm once again at that place where all of my artworks don't meet up my expectations and I'm always frustrated Q____Q Practice. practice. practice